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Bitter Hold
02:43
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In and out of sleep
Nothing can help, this pressure, it killed the sheep
With nothing to count, my mistakes amount
I've thrown this together out of guilt and shame
I'm sorry for giving it my all
I'm to blame
You put me together, you stopped my fall
Now you drop it and it's ripping me apart
Nearly 3 years down the drain
Wish I saw it at the start
Bitter-sweet, without the sweet
You're too good, I can't compete
This relationship, I'm losing grip
I'm weary of the beating in my chest
Without you it won't make a sound,
Being at ease, I'll forever rest
Pound
Dreams of love, with a hint of deceit
Ruined by truth, I'll give into defeat
Turning my back, fade these memories to black
I'll just keep standing on these two feet
This monologue carries truth
I'm fucked in the head, here's the proof
I catch myself talking to the walls, it starts
First small talk, only to stall
Concluding with a plea, come and take it all
With everything considered
This life is a game, I just won't ever come out the winner
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20 years later still searching for success
Time after time, I still come out a mess
An endless race, I'm stuck in last place
Feeling down wishing I could be erased
You gotta understand I ain't scared of death
But disappointments got a grip, and I can't catch my breath
So much to lose
With the world to prove
So much to lose
I'm alright I'll be just fine
With the world to prove
Stuck at the bottom, still waiting for that sign
Bright and early, I kick into gear
Patience wearing thin, seconds turn to years
The clocks tickin slow, why the fuck can't I keep up?
It's true what they say
"You reap what you sow"
At the end of the day, I still fall short
Don't need your pity, don't want your support
So much to lose
With the world to prove
Endless cycle, forever stuck
Just waiting to die, I'm out of luck
Ambitions and desires, in a wreck
I sit here with this noose tied to my neck
I've lost everything
Nothing left to prove
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Bad Times Crew San Jose, California
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