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Ball & Chain

from South Bay Survival by Bad Times Crew

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Sometimes I wish I didn't give a shit
But when it comes to you my head just splits
The drug of choice, I just can't quit
My friends told me to give it time
Just wait and see
Months from now you'll be fine
You'll be fine
Well time has gone and left
Gone and left
And I've been waiting for eternity
You're the box in a shed collecting dust
Full of things I don't need but won't throw away
Weeks in a bed trying to level my head
Lost my mind when I learned I was misled
I'm undeserving of an apology
Stuck with my thoughts rethinking sobriety
I've swallowed the shame, experienced true pain
Look me in the eye and tell me that I'm fucking worth it
You crept up behind me, I didn't even notice
Hands gripped tight around a blade with no intent to miss
Pulling the wool right over my eyes
The knife in my back, a perfect fit
You've got the looks to help you lie
I've got my friends to get me by
My heart is crushed but my eyes are dry
I'm fine being dead on the inside
Searching for an answer but you led me astray
Looking for my heart that you've locked away
All the moments we shared
How I thought you cared
Ignore the guilt, fuck how I felt
I'm down on my knees having faced this reality
But it's calming to know, you've forgotten about me
A ball to my heart
The chain to your lust
I'm all alone, left with nothing but dust

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from South Bay Survival, released December 25, 2013

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